Limbo

ok - so this is starting to get old. And frustrating. And exhausting.

I know - who would ever think that looking for a job would be exhausting.

I don't really think the museum job will come through. It got really weird the last time I talked to them and haven't heard anything since...

But there aren't any other real options.

At least...not here.

I think I should be the poster child that parents can use when their kids want to take a break from school. Well meaning and God-directed though it may be...it really does suck.

Can I just encourage any person who's at that critical time - DON'T STOP GOING TO SCHOOL!!!!!

And if you don't know what you want to be when you grow up - go to nursing school. They always need nurses. And, if you don't mind possibly moving from where you are - get your degree in education. They always need teachers...somewhere...

In the meantime...I'm in Limbo. I'm renting a room from my aunt. I'm packing my things to go into storage. And i'm plain bored out of my mind.

My body is starting to feel it too. And that's when I know trouble is brewing. It doesn't help that I'm up until 2 or 3 most nights...but I just have absolutely no energy.

*sigh*

Inspite of my limbo feeling - I know God is working. The Word has become so much more important to me lately. Sadly I can't really explain or describe it. Except to say...it's so comforting and challenging some days. To know that David, Peter, Paul, Sarah, etc. were people that God thought enough about to share their stories with us - and yet - look at how they all screwed up? I've never cut someone's ear off in haste - but I've done a lot of other things our of passion that was un-tamed.

That's all for now. And really not much at that, but I figured since it had been so long since my last post - I was over-due. So much for consistency. =)